i really want to find work while i'm here, but companies won't hire me because of my visa. :( i'm really determined to learn chinese and live in taiwan for at least a year, but that was under the condition that i find work w/in the first 3 months of my stay. and now that i know i'm unable to do that, part of me just wants to screw it and go home. i hate that i'm letting myself down again, but i honestly don't know what to do anymore.