has it been that long!!

I still haven't posted stuff I'm supposed to post- I'm sorry, self, I have failed youuu. orz

I'm not busy with work (I don't think I can EVER be busy with work for more than a week), but I've been doing a lot of other stuff that doesn't involve the internet...much! No wayyyy! D: lol

On my idle days, I'd draw, watch tv series, play Pokemon Black 2 and multi-tasking other stuff with Fantasica. I hardly check LJ anymore, it seems like only 2% of my friends still update their journals. I still read your journals friends, I just don't comment as much-- but really, please update stuff so I have stuff to read at work. ; A ; Also, I hate myself for not updating my journal as much. But it's not like there's much to write. It's pretty much the same routine for me for the past few days. Down side is, I have no life. Plus side is, I get to save money? I'm trying to save up for new camera lens! and a pet cat. :>

I haven't been translating anything recently either (I'm so sorry kingyo_mint, I'm a lazy ass. TT___TT), but I still want to make time for it. It's still the best way for me to improve my Japanese, and so I still want to keep on doing it, I guess my priorities/interests are slightly different now.

I'm still looking forward to that thing- but I'm still really scared of it. I've told my parents of what I plan to do, it sounded way arrogant of me, so it's even scarier now to fail at it. Just the thought of March coming excites and terrifies me at the same time. There's just so much on the line. Hays!

Ok, different topic. I've been trying to draw everyday! Mostly on paper though, but here are some I did on Sai. :)

Oct-November doodles!



I made this for my DA. It looks really weird in 100x100, so I might make a better looking one. orz


Pokemonnn! I wish the lead character would be aged 21+ for a change. I want to be an ikemen/sexy big-boobed trainer! ; A ;


Montmorency fanart! The lineart looked better than the finished work. orz I got really sawa and lazy by the end /regret. I'll make more (hopefully) better fanarts of him again. Also, I need to finish the book. ;_; I just really don't like it when you know something bad is about to happen to your fave char and you just don't want anything to happen to him so you stop reading altogether?? orz


Fantasica fanart for my friend. I just started playing and she had a really ikemen character and I wanted to draw him. ._.


This was when I was able to get a pretty ikemen character as well. Auto-ship! :))


I did this after I had a dream I was smoking again. I swear, I think I died of cancer in my past life. I dream about me smoking more than any of my common dreams.


My most recent doodle. I wanted to practice colouring hair. .__.



and that's about it for an update.
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